It's been a while...

I originally looked at this and thought - I really don't think I need to blog right now. But then I read a few of my previous posts and realised that a lot has changed since i last wrote. That is, a lot has changed since I last wrote about that lying, cheating friend of mine.

So I figured I'd give you an update. Um... well, nothing has really happened! He is officially out of my life, and it's taken a while, but he's almost officially out of my head.

My feelings for him went from love to hate, and then to love and back to hate. Then we had a brief stint of adoration, followed by disgust, hate and all things horrible. For a period of about 6 months (up until the other day) I still hated him, but it was tending more towards dislike. And then, when driving home from Armidale, I realised that I don't hate him anymore. He has become relatively insignificant in my life... well he's actually become non-existent... so my feelings for him now are verging on sympathy. 

I believe that one day I will soon feel nothing but a slight appreciation of the nice things he did. The bad things will no longer matter and I'll be happy to leave the whole sordid, yet educational, time in the past. 

So it's good! I feel a real sense that I have finally created a little life that is happy and in need of nothing. One day I may even feel that it's time to let someone else into my life. What form that someone else will take, is your guess.

Hair and Stuff

Sooo I think I like my hair. It's getting blonder by the day and I'm going back to the hair choppers soon to get it blonder. Tres excitement.

I'm going to Sydney for AprilTime and can't wait! Gonna have to be proper good until then. I'm giving up smoking today too - but I bought the patches. Hooray!

Man issues; bloke who Lisa and I met at the pub likes me. But I don't know if I like him - don't get me wrong, he's a lovely guy. Very funny, intelligent, interesting... but I just don't know if I could like him like that. Is that my fault? Lisa was saying how great he is, and she was right. But I just can't bring myself to consider him. I think this is a mum talk. Or actually - maybe it's a chappers talk. Yes.

Titifupu on Friday! Maybe I can chat to my chappy then :)

You know what...?

The blog is back. Blame Twitter. Blame Facebook. Blame everybody but me. It's an involuntary reaction to boredom.

Watch this space...