It's all good...

Don't worry - I haven't died due to workload. In fact, I have actually got used to it! Now having less than 6 meetings in a day seems odd. So, it's all good.

What's also 'all good' is everything. That's right - EVERYTHING. Due to some rather unfortunate circumstances I have had a moment of enlightenment to do with an apparent friend of mine. This friend has made it quite clear in the past two weeks (through an absolute lack of contact) that he does not want to be friends with me.

To be frank, it's made my job a hell of a lot easier. You see, the lack of contact has actually given me some much needed perspective! I've realised that I don't want to be friends with him! I've even gone one step further and can now say that my life is 100% better without him. It's like a weight has been lifted and replaced with a small amount of pity. I pity him due to the fact that he's quite clearly destined to live a miserable life with nobody who he can confide in or feel completely at ease with. He has set this up for himself so has nobody else to blame but himself - which makes the situation he's in all the more pitiable.

I was once part of his life of lies, but now I am free of it. And if anybody asks me anything about his sordid and debaucherous life, I will freely tell all if I feel like it.

But to be honest, right now, I don't want to waste any more of my precious time thinking, let alone speaking, of him. I feel sorry for him and the pain of my sorrow is not something that I deserve. So let it be known - I no longer associate with liars and I only have time for the truth.

What a release!