Thursday, 24 January 2008

Pain au Chocolat

An appropriate name for a food item that relieves pain. This morning I was feeling stressed out to the max - and now, post pain au chocolat, I just feel clogged up.

No - I'm not referring to my bowel, I mean clogged up in the head. I guess I want to use this as a public notice - I want to say what I really shouldn't in real life because truly, it doesn't affect anybody but me (I hope), so here we go:

I have a lot of stuff going on at the moment. Mum's moving house, I'm helping to coordinate it and my job is suddenly and uncharacteristically busy. It's the head stuff though - that's what screwing me over. I'm hoping it subsides soon. I'm attempting to flush out the nasty stuff (no - I'm not referring to my bowel) and then have a clean slate.

As much as I'd love you to know what I'm talking about, I really don't need to explain it. Valium helps; now if I could just get the valium bottle to give me a god damned fucking HUG then I'd be fine. Sometimes I think that's all I need - just a bit of fucking sympathy. But really, I don't want sympathy. I just want to live in a world where people are less busy and have a little more time to share.

(Aside) And where people are less fucking sarcastic.

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